Sunday, November 14, 2010

Why the Illuminati are necesary...

The more I have been looking into this matter, the more pieces of this secret puzzle, come into place, the more it makes sense, when looking at things, in the most simplistic way, that though many people fear them, many people try to expose them (which we should, and need to, as I am starting to believe that this is their purpose...)

The more I see people start to talk about them, the more I start to see what their role in this 2012 "consciousness evolution" that everyone keeps talking about...


These talks about "one world governments" or "the venus project" (a society with no rules, no law, no job, because it is so far technologically advanced) or even the "new world order" all need the image of the illuminati to help them manifest themselves into actual organizations...

I am now stuck on revealing that society MUST have an "enemy figure" to unite.... that no matter what group of people you are talking about, they ALL have someone who is their "enemy"... u can talk about native americans, ancient sumerians, egyptians, babylonians, and even modern day christians... they were all united under the emphasis that there was something or someone who was THE COMPLETE opposite of what they stood for or believed in...

the ying and yang of the universe... to everything, there is always an opposite

to North, there's south
to WEst, east
to up, down
to evil, good
to God, the devil
to positive, negative...

and if alot of people are starting to grab this consciousness, that we are more than just mere human beings, that there is more to what we are able to see, like electromagnetissm (which is something we cannot see, or taste, but UNDERSTAND, therefore, able to use a "mysterious invisible force" to help us out)

i start to wonder...

HOW CAN WE MAKE THE WORLD SEE... HOW ARE WE GOING TO MAKE EVERYONE UNDERSTAND THAT all religions are the same, that they all have the same deeper meaning, that we have been played against each other, seperated, IN ORDER FOR US TO DISCOVER IT...

people seem to forget that things are not GIVEN to us...

if u want to be STRONGER, u do not automatically become strong, U ARE PRESENTED WITH THE OPPORTUNITY TO SHOW STRENGTH, WHERE U ONCE THOUGHT WAS NON-EXISTANCE...

IF U DONT UNDERSTAND... something HAD to happen, in order for you to be able to see what things really are... we get used to occurences, and forget the simplicity and beauty of our lives...

until you first see a girl's vagina, up close and personal, do you REALIZE that men and women are not the same, but opposite of each other...

until you are faced with your fear YET ONCE AGAIN, only then will you have the chance to OVERCOME that fear...

we dont get ANYTHING just for asking for it, we are presented with learning experiances, to discover things...

people focus too much on GOOD OR BAD, to look at this, and how this is applied to every single one of us, on a daily basis... THERE IS NO SUCH THING AS GOOD OR BAD INCIDENTS, they are JUST THAT.. incidents...

HOW CAN U LEARN that being with an abusive boyfriend is a BAD thing, if you've never been in a relationship.. yes, bad things happened to the girl, that was in that relationship, but if she had NOT gone through that, would she have gotten the chance to make the conscios decision ON HER OWN, that THAT was NOT what she wanted?

and what about whenever thing go BAD? DO WE NOT LEARN FROM OUR MISTAKES??? how can we gain "EXPERIANCE" if we do not go thru the good and bad of life...

so when you continuously keep seeing things about this evil, satanic power, that is controlling each and every one of us... and people say "yea who cares, what am I SUPPOSED TO DO, I'M JUST ONE PERSON...."


yea, you are JUST ONE PERSON, but you are ONE person out of BILLIONS that reside on this planet, that consider ourselves human... we are all ONE... an organism... if one of us is unaware, then the entire organism is affected as a whole, as it is not a efficient of mentally prepared as it could be...

imagine white blood cells, just chilling, and viruses running a muck in our bodies.. once a virus is introduced, the body send more white blood cells, AS A REACTION TO THE OCCURENCE (which typically, viruses are BAD, no? but if u never got SICK, HOW WOULD ONE EXPECT TO GAIN AN IMMUNITY???)

so HOW ELSE, can we ALL gain ascension? HOW ELSE are we all going to be FORCED to look at was is being done to us? how ELSE are we supposed to mentally evolve to ALTERNATE IDEAS of lifestyle, if we are NOT subjected to hardship..

LOOK AT AFRICAN AMERICANS, SLAVES FOR YEARS, BUT IF IT WAS NOT FOR THAT SLAVERY, WOULD BLACK PRIDE BE SO HIGH? AND WOULD BE ALL BE LIVING IN A SEMI-TOLARATE NATION, IF WE HAD NOT EVOLVED FROM RACE SLAVERY???

so the more people start to freak out about the illuminati, or come into fear as to "what am i supposed to do? omg?!?!"

THAT'S IT.. YOU HAVE DONE IT ALREADY, YOU ARE AWARE... not spread the awareness...

this is NOT ABOUT ACTION... not yet at least, THIS IS ABOUT GETTING PREPARED TO THE ACTION...

how do u expect to train efficiently, if you don't know when you are going to fight?

the world IS going to unite, humanity WILL consider themselves as one, and i'm pretty sure that the increase in "aliens are real" agenda you keep seeing all around you has something to do with it...

I, LIKE ANY OTHER PERSON, WANT TO LIVE IN A PEACEFUL PLANET, WHERE I CAN RAISE MY KIDS, AND CONTINUOUSLY PERSUE PERSONAL ENLIGHTENMENT...

...so i ask you this... how were we supposed to discover a higher lifestyle, a more peaceful, JUST system of living... one where we are all treated as equals... how else are we supposed to TRULY attempt to end bigotry, martyr, and pain and suffering... how else are we ALL SUPPOSED TO UNITE AS ONE...

....if we did not have the enemy figure of the "illuminati" to show us the evil side of man... the side that we do not wish to be, but that we must face...

forgiveness and self love are the forms to achieve this...

yes, they exist, yes they are doing bad things, yes they manipulate people

BUT IF YOU DO NOT KNOW THAT THEY DO THIS, HOW DO YOU EXPECT TO BE ABLE TO NOT be affected by their manipulation?

I KNOW THEY are not going to brainwash me, i am NOT going to fall for their tricks, and I will do my best to expose their lies, and save my friends from their grasp as well...

BUT WITHOUT THEIR EXISTANCE, WITHOUT THEIR WRONG DOING, I WOULD NOT BE DOING ANY OF THIS...

so you see.. they are necesary.. they MUST exist, and they MUST do these bad things that they do, for us to bring a halt to it...

Sunday, October 17, 2010

THE BRAINWASHING TECHNIQUES OF OUR MUSIC...

The brainwashing techniques of our Music...


At first, I didn't really pay no mind to it, I've seen "Blood sacrifice for fame" and I understand and know that the entertainment is literally one of the original cults... the stellar cult to be precise, which is why hollywood celebrities are called "stars" as this cult were STAR WORSHIPPERS...

and though alot of people understand that all this is tied to the Illuminati, I don't think people FULLY understand what is being done to them...

As I write this, I am going to focus on HIP HOP, as it is pretty much what the majority of my peers listen to, being in the club industry...

LISTENING TO MUSIC... sounds simple and innocent enough, no?

One would think so, until you just stand back and notice that listening to music, is no different that listening to a hypnotist's words, before a hypnotic manipulation...

ARE THE WORDS BEING SAID TO US, REALLY THAT DAMAGING... after repeatedly looking at people at the club, listening for the past 3 years, of the conversations and the intellect behind them, I realize that we ARE being brainwashed...

What our music does to us, is calm us down an reassure us, but indirectly... AND BY THIS, I MEAN, EXACTLY LIKE WHEN U GOT UR ASS WHOOPED, AND UR PARENTS WOULD TELL YOU "IF U START CRYING, I'LL TAKE YOU TO MCDONALDS."

LOOK AT OUR FRIENDS... I know though I am a teacher, and not trying to talk bad about anybody, cuz I know i was struggling not too long ago, and I fell for what I'm about to talk about as well.

ALL THESE SONG'S MESSAGES... "Aston Martin Music..." "I'm the biggest boss that you've seen thus far!" "I just wanna be successful" "POP BOTTLES" "throw yo money in the air"

all messages of WEALTH AND POWER... but look at us... a majority of us STILL don't know that we DON'T have to pay the I.R.S. anything, as it is a British Company, and there is NO LAW forcing us too... we are ROBBED of our money...

idk about YOU, but i know when SOMEONE STEALS MY SHIT, it kind of pisses me off...

SO WHY ARE PEOPLE NOT BEING PISSED OFF ABOUT THEIR OWN THEFT, THAT THEY ARE NOT AWARE OF??

I know, i PERSONALLY spit bullshit answers sometimes, to some students, just to shut them up, and I can continue on with my lesson, especially once they start asking irrelevant, stupid questions...

so i know if I do it, then SOMEONE ELSE probably does it too...

you know how they say "just tell yourself it'll be ok" THERE'S SOME TRUTH BEHIND THAT...

understand that YOU are the ONLY reason, n the ONLY thing that can make YOURSELF sad, mad, lonely, happy, angry... emotions are SELF GENERATED, but alot of people DON'T understand that, and think emotions are something AUTOMATIC... a REACTION TO WHAT HAS HAPPENED TO THEM.. which is simply not true.. someone can get trained to block bullshit mentally, block emotional stress...

so when you repeat these "catchy tunes" n recite the lyrics at the club, at the top of your lung... though you CONSCIOUSLY are not accepting what you are saying, alot of people forget that we have a SUB-CONSCIOUS mind as well, a mind that will accept things, even though we have not physically accepted it... this is how you "learn"... you dont TELL YOUR BRAIN "ok, keep this information, and throw away the rest" like you would a computer file... IT IS AUTOMATICALLY RECORDED BY THE SUB-CONSCIENCE. YOU LEARN AND ACCEPT THINGS, MENTALLY, WHETHER U KNOW IT OR NOT..

so instead of rioting, or acknowledging the fact that YOU DON'T KNOW SHIT ABOUT WHAT'S GOING ON IN THIS WORLD... the fact that YOU'RE NOT BALLING OR MAKING DECENT MONEY... or the fact that YOU DON'T AND CAN'T FIND A GOOD JOB BECAUSE OF YOUR LACK OF EDUCATION...

...INSTEAD OF TRYING TO BETTER OURSELVES, WHAT DO WE DO???

"fuck it, lets get drunk, i'ma go to the club, sing at the top of my lungs, so i can feel better..."

no...

u are calming yourself down, by repeating certain messages, no different than when someone "has a serious talk" with you...

you are NOT "BALLING" when you still LIVE AT HOME AT WORK...

you are NOT A BOSS when you're only making THOUSANDS OF DOLLARS

you are NOT A CEO, when all you do is POST BULLETINS ONLINE


you are being fed this "FALSE EGO" to shut you the fuck up... it's a technique used to seperate the slaves, and keep control under them...

the motto is "DIVIDE AND CONQUER"

we CANNOT AND WILL  NOT stand up for all of us (not just me) getting fucked, because we are "seperate"...

WE STILL SEPERATE OURELVES FROM ONE ANOTHER BY RACE, AGE, SOCIAL STATUS, STYLE, WORK, AND INTELLECT...

yet we all live in this country... and we are all being attacked...

but we still decide to see ourselves as "different from one another"

this is the purpose of music...

to calm you down from the meerly pathetic existance in a system that does not need to exist, a corrupt on at that...

THAT'S why you only see certain people "BLOW UP".. they find someone appealing to the masses, and use him to spread messages...

first everyone was all up on 50 cent, and one artist after another, we all said "man, this guy is the best, lets play out his song" and not even stopping to think what we are doing...

and it will continue to be so, because the masses are blind to this manipulative audio science...

Lil Wayne... Drake.. Nicki Minaj... this list goes on n on...

Wednesday, October 6, 2010

IF YOU'RE FEELING DOWN, words of advice, from me

Don't ever let ANYBODY control you...
Everyone says "I did 'this' for you, I gave up so much for you" in relationship... Everyone is always out to please someone else, and disregards their own self. their own feelings and morales.
Here's a NEWFLASH for most of yall. DO WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY, fuck whoever you're with, dont deal with the drama, don't put yourself through heartache n misery. YOU ONLY HAVE ONE LIFE... YOU DON'T GET A SECOND CHANCE AT THIS LIFE!!! JUST ONE!!! so make the best of it, don't sit there and feel sorry for yourself... life is beautiful.. APPRECIATE IT..
you need to realize that LOVE does NOT exist, it's just a word assigned to a common feeling people might have... everyone that tries to live these fairy tale lives, of nothing but happiness, and princesses n shit, GROW THE FUCK UP, this is the 21st century! ur old as shit, aint no damn 31 year old allowed to call herself no damn "princess"...
LIVE YOU'RE LIFE TO THE FULLEST... DO NOT limit yourself because of something says to you. FUCK THEM.. they are NOT in control of your life, YOU are. DO NOT do anything unless it makes YOU happy. DON'T WORRY ABOUT ANYBODY ELSE BUT YOU. You were put in this world BY YOURSELF, so look out for YOURSELF...
if it makes YOU happy to do something for your man, or woman.. then YOU do it... because YOU want to... if you don't like it, then DON'T DO IT... if it makes YOU happy to wipe their ass, then do it, but dont be FORCED to...
alot of people can't make that seperate, they feel obligated to take shit, to do shit for someone, just cuz they're together. PEOPLE COME AND GO, WE ARE ALL GOING TO DIE, THERE IS NO WAY AROUND IT...
get your husstle on, make your money, live your life how YOU want to live it, don't let people talk bad about your lifestyle, however you live. DO NOT limit yourself due to circumstances, GO OUT FIGHTING, at least TRY to make your dreams come true.. .everyone gives up SO easily, just says "oh well, not for me" and that's it... waste their entire life going into work, and going home, SLAVES TO THEIR JOBS... when ur old, that's all ur gonna see.. "damn, i worked all my life, never enjoyed it, never did or at least ATTEMPTED what my dreams were"
IF YOU GOT DREAMS, PERSUE EM! people that do, are usually people that are happy, and actually SUCEED in life, everyone else just does enough to get by, enough to pay bills and maybe buy a DVD...
here's a tip, if you don't like your life, or your situation.. YOU HAVE THE POWER TO CHANGE IT... if you don't like your job, your field... STOP DOING IT, quit, change ur job!
if a guy hits you, beats you, makes you cry, cheats on you, treats you like shit, lies to you, or doesn't appreciate you... WHY ARE YOU STILL THERE? FUCKING LEAVE!
if a girl is crazy, i mean CRAZY, can't act right, goes psycho, has no manners, disrespects all ur peeps and family, is just plain uncontrollable.. WHY ARE YOU WITH HER, there are 30 BILLION other women in the world, AND TRUST ME, there's someone else that can replace her
PEOPLE AND EMOTIONS ARE REPLACEABLE... quit trying to act like a hermit, living by your rules of limit... LIVE YOUR LIFE, give another person a chance, put your stupid "wall" down, quit limiting yourself to being numb.
if someone hurt you, DON'T SIT THERE AND MOPE FOR MONTHS, if you died that next day, you'd die sad.
LIVE YOUR LIFE LIKE THIS IS YOUR LAST DAY ON EARTH.. AND YOU KNOW THAT IT IS... because one day.. it WILL be your last day...
another day is NOT promised to us, no one's is, people that wake up today, will NOT wake up tomorrow... people die everyday, and it's just an assembly line, IT WILL HAPPEN TO YOU... you are going to die one day...
when you're backed into a corner, are you going to coward and take the punishment like a bitch, or you gonna go out swinging like crazy...
if you knew tomorrow, you would not wake up, would you be happy with how your day went today? did you live it to the fullest? APPRECIATE YOUR life, TRULY RESPECT the fact that you are going to die... and everything else will seem like garbage to you..
that fight you had, those words that were exchanged, those rumors you heard about yourself, that way someone made you feel.. NONE OF THAT MEANS SHIT, then, does it?
like I said, LIVE YOUR LIFE FOR YOU, AND NO ONE ELSE..
if you're down, get your ass up and go do something, quit being a coward, go live your life to the fullest, like God intended you to

Mia's poem

...You're on my mind constantly...
I already love you unconditionally...
I already know, the day you come to me, will be unbelievable,
And your impact on my life is undeniable...

You are my reason for living, now...
You are my air, my heart... my soul...
I fell in love with you since I first laid eyes on you...
It makes my heart melt to just think of you...

When you grow up and realize how things are,
Don't blame yourself, mama... no one's at fault...
Although bad things will be said to you, about me...
I write you this, so you know unmistakably

It kills me to know you will grow up without me...
That I won't be there for you daily
I'd have you all to myself, if it was up to me.
Your only memory I have is hugging your mommy's tummy.

I want you to know that I didn't run from my responsibility,
Simply denied from what means the most to me...
And though your mommy enjoys my misery,
All that matters is that you know what you mean to me.

For you, I will push myself to higher expectations...
And make sure to top each of your birthday celebrations...
I will try my best to bring you the world on a silver platter...
Because in MY world... you're all that matters....

You're my little girl, my own flesh and blood...
My little angel... My gift from above...
Now I know why nobody's been right for me...
Because you are the only girl that was meant for me...

...I can't wait to see you, mama....

we dont need thanksgiving to love one another

I know I'm about to rub soe people the wrong way with this blog, but I look around in disgust all day, and can't believe what we are all doing...

If I have to be the bad guy figure to make you guys realize the truth, then so be it...

YOU SHOULD BE THANKFUL FOR YOUR LIFE, YOUR FAMILY, AND FRIENDS ON A DAILY BASIS, there is NO NEED for a holiday like Thanksgiving.

We are led to believe that this day is dedicated to be thankful for what you have, and cherish everything.... YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO DO THAT ON A DAILY BASIS!!! EVERYDAY you should be thankful you WAKE UP ALIVE then next morning... but we DONT, we wait til one day out of the year to do it.  THIS IS WRONG!!!

Even more of you guys say "hey, well yea, but what about the food? That's what it's REALLY about..."

ok, WHY DO WE HAVE A THANKSGIVING DINNER? we all know the story...

"The pilgrims and Indians had a feast, to celebrate the fact that white men, and native americans came together, in peace, unison, and shared gifts and knowledge with each other, but most importantly, it was to celebrate the fact that THE INDIANS TAUGHT THE WHITE MAN THE NATIVE AGRICULTURE, WHAT TO PLANT, HOW TO PLANT IT, WHAT TO HUNT, WHAT'S GOOD, WHAT'S NOT...

THIS IS THE REASON FOR THE DINNER... "

BUT WE FORGET WHAT HAPPENED AFTERWARDS!!!! I KNOW we were all taught that in return, the Pilgrims decided that there was no moer use for the Native American, and their belief system did not match the Pilgrims... so the offered FAKE GIFTS!!!

BLANKETS INFESTED WITH SMALL POX!!! and while all the Native American are sufffering and dying from this new, un-immuned from disease.. THEN AND ONLY THEN, did their manslaughter, and relentless DEATHS occured...

THINK ABOUT THAT...

IMAGINE IF THIS HAPPENED TO YOU RIGHT NOW!!! if you took someone who was DYING, AND LOST, and helped them get on their feet... and in return THEY KILL YOU... they BACKSTAB YOU.. and not even in a upfront way, in the MOST COWARD AND INHUMANE way...

PEOPLE WERE KILLED AND SLAUGHTERED IN THIS COUNTRY, FOR NO REASON WHATSOEVER, OTHER THAN THEIR TRAIN OF THOUGHT... "they dont think like me, so they are no use to me anymore"

What has happened is INCREDILE... smallpox!!! that is A BIOLOGICAL ATTACK, just like the "Nuclear, biological, Chemical" smallpox and other disease ridden bombs, intended for nothing other than DEATH... imagine if we got attacked, if someone came to your house and thru MUSTARD GAS in your house, and then while ur choking and dying, they come in and KILL YOU...

and then, they CELEBRATE YOUR DEATH!!!

the BOTTOM LINE IS, THE EVENTS THAT LED TO THE CREATION OF THIS HOLIDAY ARE IGNORED!!!!

ARE YALL FUCKING MAD?!?!? TAKE A STEP BACK AND LOOK AT WHAT YOU'RE DOING...

YOU DONT NEED A FUCKING HOLIDAY TO TELL YOUR FELLOW MAN YOU LOVE THEM AND APPRECIATE THEM..

they have HIDDEN A MANSLAUGHTER, A UNPUNISHED CRIME, AS HEINOUS AS THEY GET!!!

OPEN YOUR EYES to the REAL reality... NOT WHAT THEY WANT YOU TO BELIEVE...

you are SMARTER THAN THIS, CMON NOW PEOPLE!!!

IMAGINE IF THIS HAPPENED TO YOU... SERIOUSLY, STOP AND THINK ABOUT IT... HOW FUCKED UP WOULD IT BE... if someone came, someone you helped, out of the kindness and LOVE for another human being... and in return they attack and murder almost all your race... THAT IS NO DIFFERENT FROM THE NAZIS KILLING THE JEWS.. THE HOLOCAUST!!!!  and in return, THE PEOPLE YOU HELPED, CELEBRATE THEIR ACHIEVEMENTS... yes, they kill you, and backstabbed you, a coward and pathetic act... but they hide it...

THEY ARE LITERALLY WAVING THEIR HANDS, AND DISTRACTING YOU FROM THE TRUTH!!!!

"YOU MURDERED!!!!"

-"yea... but um.. look!!! we had a dinner BEFORE the killing... LETS FOCUS ON THAT!!!"

OPEN YOUR EYES!!!!!
This holiday was made to distract you from the truth, the fact that people were killed in this country, and there was no punishment, a complete, inhumane injustice!!!!

STOP ACCEPTING EVERYTHING YOU'RE BEING TOLD BLINDLY!!! QUESTION EVERYTHING!!!

WE ARE ALL HUMAN BEINGS AND OUR LIVES HAVE FUCKING VALUE!!!

...do not EVER forget that...
GOD bless you all, realize that all the answers are INSIDE OF YOURSELF, stop being told what to wear, what to say, how to act, what to BELIEVE...

YOU ARE BEING ENSLAVED and YOU DONT EVEN SEE IT!!!
WAKE UP!!!!!!!

weed: the key to happiness and COMMON SENSE! lol

I can prove to you, how WEED CAN MAKE YOU SMART!!!

THE REASON WHY PEOPLE ARE SAD, MAD, OR FEEL ANY FEELING IS DUE TO PROBLEMS...

YOUR PROBLEMS...

-GAS PRICES KEEP GOING UP
-MORE TAXES ARE STARTING TO APPEAR
-THEY'RE TAKING MORE OF OUR MONEY (EXTRA TAXES)
-PRICES ARE GOING UP (INFLATION)
-I GET A COUPLE DOLLAR RAISE...

THE BOTTOM LINE IS, everybody is getting upset and mad, because PRICES ARE GOING UP, MORE TAXES ARE POPPIN UP, WHICH MEANS MORE OF OUR MONEY HAS TO BE GIVEN UP (for some reason) SO PRICES GO UP, AND WE HAVE LESS MONEY...

I remember back in 1998, when I STARTED DRIVING AT THE AGE OF 16, in high school... looking at the SUPREME gas price... it USED TO BE $1.13 a gallon.. and I remember thinking "DAMN, WHAT KINDA RICH MOTHERFUCKER CAN PUT $1.13 IN THEIR CAR, WOW... fuck that, $.89 a gallon for me please!!! fuck them rich motherfuckers..."

NOW WE PAY $2.43 NOW... FOR THE CHEAPEST GAS... THATS ALMOST 3 TIMES HIGHER.. WTF!!!

wait, ARENT WE IN WAR RIGHT NOW??!?! AND ISN'T "WAR SUPPOSED TO SPEED UP THE ECONOMY?!"

LOL... OH REALLY?!?!?! THEN WHY THE FUCK ARE GAS PRICES, TAX, STAMPS AND EVERYTHING KEEP GETTING MORE EXPENSIVE, WHY ARE WE IN A RECESSION!!!!

idk about you... but if someone says something, and it does the EXACT OPPOSITE... THATS CALLED A FUCKING LIE!!!! lol

THEY LIED!!! because if they were telling the TRUTH, we'd ALL BE RICHER, MORE PAID, MORE JOBS, BLAH BLAH BLAH, RIGHT?

let me put it this way... if I GET MARRIED, AND I TELL MY WIFE I WILL LOVE AND HONOR AND CHERISH HER.. AND AS SOON AS SHE SAYS "I DO", i SLAP HER IN THE FACE, run to her HOT ASS COUSIN, AND FUCK HER, IN FRONT OF EVERYBODY AT THE CHURCH... ...DOGGYSTYLE.... everybody would get mad... "HEY, I'M NOT FUCKING THIS GIRL IN FRONT OF YOU, I'M HONORING AND CHERISHING AND LOVING MY WIFE.. SHE'S OVER THERE! LOOK! (wave) HI HONEY!!! I LOVE YOU!!! oh yea, where was i? oh yea! u like that shit, dont u, cousin of my wife!!!" LMAO LMFAO!!!!!

ok, THAT WOULD BE ME LYING TO EVERYBODY AT THE WEDDING, NO SHIT, DUR, RIGHT???

ok... SO WHY ARE U NOT MAD THAT????

-WAR SPEEDS UP THE ECONOMY! (no it doesnt, it makes a recession, like WE ARE RIGHT NOW)

-THE OLDER, THE WISER! (um, no, my mom has NO CLUE how Trigonometry works, and she's double my age... she should know quantum physics by now, if that was true.... and all old people on social security should be the smartest people on the planet, sadly, its the opposite... complete opposite...)

-"I'LL GET THE TROOPS BACK IN 6 MONTHS, I PROMISE!!!" -PRESIDENT OBAMA BEFORE ELECTION (um, yea... we're there until 2011.. YOU just told me LAST WEEK, which makes you a liar...)

BASICALLY, WE ARE ALWAYS GETTING LIED TO, BUT WE DONT SEE IT, LMAO... WOW.......

so WHY IS MARIJUANA ILLEGAL?

-MARIJUANA IS A DRUG!!! IT LEADS TO OTHER DRUGS!!! ("marijuana" is the name of a wild tabacco that grown in mexico...)

SO WHO CHANGED THE MEANING OF MARIJUANA, FROM A WILD TABACCO GROWING IN MEXICO... TO THE CANNIBUS PLANT?

hmm...  A SIMPLE HISTORY LESSON WILL SHOW THAT THE GUY WHO NAMED CANNIBUS "MARIJUANA" ALSO OWNED NEWSPAPER COMPANYS, BUT MOST IMPORTANTLY, HE ALSO OWNED ALOT OF PAPER MILLS (paper mills is a place or factory where paper is made.. for u dumb people that dont know shit.. there, i saved u the emberassment...)

so the guy that named marijuan owns alot of paper factories, SO WHAT...

WELL, BEFORE PAPER, WE USED TO USE HEMP.. what is HEMP??? it THE SHIT THAT THE DECLARATION OF INDEPENDENCE IS LITERALLY WROTE ON!!!!!! (bet u didnt know that, either, huh? lol)

so, back in the day, we were ALL going to convert to using hemp for EVERYTHING... IT EVEN CAME OUT ON POPULAR SCIENCE "HEMP: THE NEXT MILLION DOLLAR INDUSTRY!!!" (look it up, this is all true..)

so, if we dont use PAPER anymore, and we use HEMP PAPER... WHO DOES THAT MAKE LOSE MONEY.. HMMM.. PAPER COMPANIES... AND WHO OWNS PAPER COMPANIES? OH, THE SAME GUY THAT STARTED THE CAMPAIGN THAT LED TO OUTLAW CANNIBUS, THEREFOR, NOT LOSING MILLIONS OF DOLLARS, DUE TO HIS PAPER COMPANIES BEING SHUT DOWN... HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM!!!!!

HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM!!!!!
DOESNT THAT SOUND KINDA FISHY TO ANYBODY?!?!

lol...

so, we outlawed "WEED" therefore, outlawing, HEMP... even tho in WW2, we used HEMP TO MAKE ALL THE PARACHUTES OUR SOLDIERS USED... try to sell me a PAPER PARACHUTE, i will slap you... SO HEMP HAD MORE USES THAN PAPER... and paper got rid of it.. hmmm

WEED is JUST THAT, A WEED... IT GROWS EVERYWHERE... THATS WHY IT WAS GOING TO BE SO EASY TO MAKE MONEY OFF OF IT...

to make paper, WE DESTROY TREES...
and WE COULD BE USING WEEDS... but instead, just BUY A SPRAY AT THE STORE THAT KILLS THAT PLANT...

...wow...

so we're told "HEY, YOU CAN SMOKE, AND DRINK ALCOHOL, THATS PERFECTLY LEGAL... " OH.. OK!!!! lol

lets see... NOT ONE RECORDED DEATH HAS BEEN RECORDED, JUST FROM SMOKING CANNIBUS, NOT ONE, EVER.. EVVVVERR!!! THERE ARE NO RECORDS IN THE HISTORY OF MANKIND THAT DIRECTLY LINKS A DEATH TO SMOKING TOO MUCH CANNIBUS... IT'S MEDICALLY IMPOSSIBLE...

but lets look at ALCOHOL AND DRINKING...

I dont think I have to go into the statistics.. both alcohol and drinking can be caused to directly be the cause of some cancers, and even deaths, due to poisoning... DID U JUST HEAR ME? ALCOHOL POISONING.. POISON BEING THE KEY WORD!!!

it's CALLED A POISON.. ...but its OK FOR ME TO DRINK?!?! JUST NOT TOOOO MUCH OF IT?!?! CUZ IT'LL KILL ME?!??

wow.. AND THAT'S LEGAL????

so WHO TELLS US MARIJUANA IS BAD? hmm.. the D.A.R.E. progroams or G.R.E.A.T. programs brought to us by the "no drugs for a better america" people... well, WHO GIVES THEM THE MONEY TO DO ALL THAT?

oh,um BUDWEISER AND MARLBORO AND OTHER CIGARETTE AND ALCOHOL companies... HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM!!!!

HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM!!!!
THAT SOUNDS KINDA FISHY, DONT U THINK??? the people that KILL PEOPLE are LYING and saying something else is BAD!!!

IF ALCOHOL AND CIGARETTES ARE KILLING PEOPLE... WHY ISN'T ANYBODY IN JAIL?!?! killing ONE person is BAD!!! but kill THOUSANDS.. THATS OK?!?!?!!?

so, lets look at this "drug" right... it's CHEAPER than cigarettes and alcohol, NATURALLY GROWS, which means, NO ONE HAS TO MAKE IT, ITS JUST THERE, lol... LAST LONGER THAN BEER OR ALCOHOL... DOESN'T KILL YOU... ISN'T ADDICTING...

so let me get this straight...

-YEA, CIGARETTES WILL CAUSE CANCER AND YOU WILL DIE!!! but its ok, USE THAT!
-YEA, ALCOHOL CAN CAUSE ALCOHOL POISONING AND YOU WILL DIE!!!! buts its ok, USE THAT!

-"WEED" MAKES YOU FOCUS ON THE OBVIOUS, MAKES YOU MORE ALERT OF YOUR SURROUNDING, DOESN'T KILL YOU, IS CHEAPER, MAKES YOU HAPPY, LAST LONGER... yea!!! it does!!! but thats bad!!!!!! lets make it illegal!!!

ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS ASK WHY, AND U WILL SEE THIS IS KINDA FISHY...

"WEED IS ILLEGAL!!!"
-why tho?
"BECAUSE IT IS!!!!"
-but WHY... ...does it kill anybody if you do too much?
"NO!!!!! BUT IT'S ILLEGAL!!!"
-but what about alcohol... that DOES kill you if you drink too much...
"YEA.... ...UM.. BUT THATS OK!!!! WEED'S STILL ILLEGAL!!!!"
-ummmm... really? you'd think it'd be the opposite... isn't KILLING AGAINST THE LAW?!?!"
"YEA.. .BUT ITS STILL OK! LEGAL!!!! WEED ILLEGAL!!!"
-hmmm.. ok, so why is it illegal tho? WHY? WHAT IS BAD ABOUT IT? is it ADDICTING?
"NO, NOT MEDICALLY, AND ANY MEDICAL PERSONAL WILL TELL YOU THAT"
-OK... so um... doesn't cigarettes contain NICOTINE? and isnt that PROVEN to make cigarettes addicting?
"YEA... BUT THATS LEGAL!!!!"
-...ok isn't that a bad thing? aren't there alot of poisons in cigarettes, and doesnt it cause cancer????
"YEA, IT DOES!!!!"
-and they just said its addicting...
"YES THEY DID!!!"
-but thats legal?
"YES!!! CIGARETTES ARE LEGAL, WEED IS ILLEGAL!!!!!!"
-...so isn't KILLING AGAINST THE LAW? SCIENTIFICALLY, they KNOW it will kill people, and that it's ADDICTING, and it'll KILL YOU eventually? THAT SOUNDS INSANE!!!! are you going to arrest them? they just confessed to murder!!!
"YEA I KNOW, BUT I CANT ARREST THEM"
-but they just confessed to killing THOUSANDS OF AMERICAN AND PEOPLE WORLDWIDE, PEOPLE DIED, AND IT WAS LINKED TO THEIR PRODUCT, AND NO ONE'S IN JAIL??? BUT IF I KILL 1 DUDE, I GET THE DEATH PENALTY??? ARE U SERIOUS?!!?!

ok... so who pays for all this research that is MEDICALLY, AND PHYSICALLY INACCURATE... against marijuana?
"THE CIGARETTES AND ALCOHOL COMPANIES.."
-um helllloooooo?!?!?!?!? did u not just hear what u just said, WHY ISN'T ANYBODY GETTING ARRESTED, IF PEOPLE ARE BEING MURDERED, AND (the craziest part) PAYING TO GET MURDERED!!!!

wow... what a GREAT SOCIETY... where the OBVIOUS is ignored....

IT'S NOT A DRUG, IT WONT KILL YOU, ITS NOT ADDICTING..

"well IT RUINED MY BROTHERS LIFE.. WEED RUINED IT.."

REALLLLLY?! WEED DID? THAT'S WHAT MADE HIM GO OVER THE EDGE??? WEEDDD????

how the fuck does THAT HAPPEN.. "OH NO! I'M ON WEED, LIFE IS TOO HAPPY, I'M EATING TOO MUCH FOOD!!! HOW HORRIBLE, BEING ON WEED!!!"

LMAO.. A PLANT MADE UR BROTHER LOSE IT.. woooooww...

"WELL, WEED MADE HIM FAT AND STUPID...."
no!!! your brother is JUST FAT AND STUPID!!!! THATS IT!!! if it wasn't weed, it woulda been CHEESEBURGERS, JACKING OFF, GAMBLING OR PORN!!!!

YOUR BROTHER IS A FUCKING LOSER, YOU KNEW IT WHEN HE WAS IN 2ND GRADE, AND CAME HOME WITH A MACARONI DRAWING OF YOU AND SAID "LOOK, THIS IS YOU!!!" wow... that DOES not look like me, you are STUPID!!!

"IT MAKES YOU LAZY!!!"
no.. YOU'RE LAZY!!!

IM a teacher, club promoter, got 2 kids, and run a radio show...

you go to work and go home...

YEA, THATS NOT ACCURATE... IF IT CAUSED LAZINESS, I'D BE JUST LIKE YOU ARE NOW...

if YOU'RE SO PISSED OFF AT THE WORLD... IF YOU HATE YOUR JOB, AND YOUR BILLS ARE PILING UP... AND YOU'RE MAD?

OUR MONEY IS CUT IN 1/3RD OF ITS VALUE, AND MORE OF IT IS BEING TAKEN AWAY...

IF YOU SMOKE, YOU WILL REALIZE SHIT LIKE "WHOA... I'M ON A PLANET, lmao... "

THINK ABOUT THAT... WE ARE ON A ROCK, FLOATING THROUGH INFINITY OF SPACE, THE EARTH ROTATES 66,660 MILES AN HOUR THRU SPACE....

and ur worried about who's going to get kicked off of "for the love of Ray J"...

lmao...

it makes you say "FUCK, there's nothing I can do, OH WELL"

you DONT HAVE MONEY to pay the bills.. so what do u do? GO BUY A 6 PACK OF BEER AND FIND NO SOLUTION...

but if you SMOKE... u would been like "they want money... there is no money until friday when i get paid.. so there's NOTHING I CAN DO UNTIL FRIDAY... there is NO POINT in me getting MAD, ITS A MATTER OF TIME, AND I CANNOT CONTROL TIME, CUZ I AM NOT GOD!!!! " lmao.. THEY CALL U ASKING FOR THEIR MONEY, AND U ALREADY TOLD THEM FRIDAY... WHAT DO THEY EXPECT YOU TO DO?!  BEND TIME AND SPACE?!?! hello, my name is not ALBERT EINSTEIN, I CANT DO THAT... "

YOUR PRIORITIES WILL CHANGE, THE REAL IMPORTANT SHIT WILL STICK, EVERYTHING ELSE THAT SUCKS WILL GO AWAY...

PEOPLE GET THEIR CAR REPO'D.. KNOWN THAT ITS GONNA HAPPEN, AND JUST STRESS OUT.. hello stupid?!?! why didnt u get ANOTHER CHEAPER CAR, WHILE U STILL HAD GOOD CREDIT!!!  NOW U HAVE BAD CREDIT, AND NO CAR, AND ALL THE MONEY YOU DID HAVE, YOU GAVE TO A COMNPANY THAT YOU KNEW, NO MATTER WHAT, YOU WEREN'T GOING TO BE ABLE TO PICK UP THE CAR...

so now, BECAUSE U DIDNT LOOK AT THE OBVIOUS... lmao... instead of being with BAD CREDIT AND A CAR... ur with BAD CREDIT.. AND NO CAR!!!!

WAY TO THINK THERE BUDDY!!! GOOD JOB ALCOHOL AND TABACCO!!! THEY DIDN'T HELP YOU REALIZE THE OBVIOUS, THERE DID YOU?!!!!

LOL...

look, if you have problems, and CANT FIND THE ANSWERS... I GUARANTEE U, a rillo will put that ALL IN ORDER FOR U...

people say weed makes you stupid, from what i've seen, it POINTS OUT THE OBVIOUS...

YOU YOURSELF ARE TOO STUCK IN YOUR OWN LITTLE WORLD TO LOOK AT THE BIG PICTURE... THAT WE ARE A RACE OF BEINGS, ON A PLANET, FLOATING THRU SPACE, NOT KNOWING WTF IS GOING ON WITH ANYTHING, WE ARE ALL CLUELESS AND STUPID..

I'M A DUMBASS, BECAUSE I AM 26, AND I HAVE DONE NO RESEARCH INTO ANY SHIT EVER, I JUST GO OFF OF WHAT THE NEWS SAYS.. THATS IT... I HAVE NO CLUE HOW THE FUCK TO MAKE MY OWN CELL PHONE, MUCH LESS, HOW "TOUCH SCREEN" WORKS.. .BUT WE ALL THINK WE'RE SMART CUZ WE CAN USE IT..

WE'RE ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL STUPID!!!

DO U EVEN KNOW HOW TO MAKE PLASTIC?!? CAN U EVEN MAKE FIRE WITHOUT A STOVE, MATCH, OR LIGHTER? CAN U MAKE FIRE JUST USING WOOD?!!? lol.. no, ur stupid!!!

...BUT NO ONE SEES IT..

IS THAT WHAT THEY'RE TRYING TO KEEP US AWAY FROM? BEING ABLE TO SEE THE OBVIOUS?


HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM..... HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM!!!

sounds kinda fishy to me, guys... that's all i'm saying...

all i know is, i'm broke just like everybody else, i'm struggling, just like everybody else, i'm doing all i can, just like everybody else, but I'M COMPLETELY HAPPY, while ur miserable.. and i'm OUTDOING MOST PEOPLE...

simply because THEY DONT THINK...

light one up... and then try to figure out ur problems, and see what kind of ideas u think of.. U'D BE SURPRISED OF SOME OF THE SHIT U THINK OF, WHEN U JUST FOCUS AND LOOK AT THE OBVIOUS... lol...

I HONESTLY think this is the next evolutionary step in dating...

So I was just swinging in the hammock, when I dozed off and started daydreaming one of those "What if" type of daydreams...

as soon as I snapped out of it, it just started to kind of dawn to me.  No one REALLY takes marriage seriously... and before anybody starts to TRY to tell me otherwise, I bring up the simple fact that there are lawyers that are just SPECIFICALLY and only doing divorce cases.  The fact that "divorce lawyer" is a PROFESSION, and sadly, a well respected and highly paid career, is enough to go against any of ur rebuttals.

regardless, whether you believe in marriage or not, there is always a change in our mentalities... in old biblical times, it was ok for ONE MAN to have MANY wives.  and now, over the years, we've been brought up in a time where it's widely popular to marry just one person. .

There's also been an evolution in sexuality, with more and more people coming out and openly boast their bi-sexuality, and being gay is widely accepted, when in olden times, people DIED just for being SUSPECTED of such act. 

...These 2 things are so close together, that I think they have and will merge into our next step of sexual/relationship thinking.

AND THEN THE IDEA CAME TO ME... AN IDEA SOOO AWESOME AND GROUND-BREAKING REVOLUTIONARY, THAT I HAD TO WRITE IT ONLINE, FOR EVERYONE TO SEE (lol)

IF WE ALREADY ACCEPT GAY AND BI-SEXUALITY... would it be SO bad, to SOMEDAY (maybe here soon, shit... lol) accept the idea of a "2+ people couples." FOLLOW ME ON THIS...

-IMAGING HOW BAD ASS IT WOULD BE, to have not double, but TRIPLE income. I'm not talking about a THREESOME, this goes PAST the sex.  Imagine and guy and a girl that have been dating for a while, start dating ANOTHER person... TOGETHER, as a COUPLE... like, if the sexuality is open all the way around, and trust builds around the 3, they'd be exclusive to just them 3.

Instead of a boy/girl relationship, it could be a WELL AND ONGOING, HEALTHY RELATIONSHIP between boy/girl/girl, or boy/boy/girl.  THE PART I LIKE THE MOST, IS THE FACT THAT THE BILLS WOULD GET SPLIT 3 WAYS, INSTEAD OF JUST 2.  say a relationship grows to the point where all 3 wanna move in together, it'd be alot cheaper than just 2 people depending on each other.

IMAGINE IF EVERYONE IN THAT DATING RING HAD GOOD JOBS, so you have 3 good sources of income into one household.  and we all know that the sex is going to be more exciting that a 2 person thing.

I mean, LOOK AT HOW MANY PEOPLE CHEAT ON EACH OTHER?! I know ALOT about ALOT of people, one minute of me spilling secrets i know, would mess up about 2 dozen peoples lives, no joke... EVERYONE CHEATS, or even THINKS about ALMOST cheating sometimes... IS IT CRAZY TO OFFER A SOLUTION TO THIS? as long as the 3 person couple sleeps within the group, it's not really TECHNICALLY cheating, if everybody likes everybody...

-ALL U GIRLS WHO ARE "CONFUSED" (u dont know who u like more, who to pick...) why pick? why not have both?

-and guys, if your girl is bi, and yall are secure enough to add one more.. then why not both?

3 PERSON COUPLES ONLY OFFER SOLUTIONS, NOT SO MANY PROBLEMS.

-SEX INCREASES: good
-CONDOM SALES INCREASE: economy speeds up
-PEOPLE GET HEALTHIER: who wants to pork a fatty?!
-VARIETY: "getting bored" is out the window
-DOMESTICS BEATING GO DOWN: why fight? just have sex!
-CRIME RATE GOES DOWN: who wants to steal, with 2 women in the house?
-HAPPIER PEOPLE= more productivity @ work, due to not being cranky
-ECONOMY SPEEDS UP: it's a cause and effect... this recession is OVER! lol

Cmon people, Obama's plan aint working... I think we at least OWE IT TO OURSELVES, to try these 2+ people relationship! for a better future! for a better AMERICA! (lmao)

I, for one, will be one of the first, and courages ones, who will try to lead by example... ...now i just need 2 chicks, lol

I give options, and you FORCE people.. yet I'M the bad guy??

I've been getting alot of critisizm lately for my lifestyle and religious choices... and everytime one of you "christians" tries to "TALK" it's not even a debate... it's me being cut off and being told memorized verses and explanations as to what YOU THINK the bible is saying, how i should live MY life...

a religious person will try to force their opinions on you, thinking that they have THE ONE TRUE ANSWER... but when u try to explain to them, in a CIVILIZED WAY, why u differ from them, they just CUT U OFF, GET LOUDER, AND REPEAT THE SAME SHIT over n over again...

well, fuckers, since u dont wanna let me talk my piece, and after an hour of "debate" (aka u not shutting the fuck up and letting me talk, u conversation hog) u dont even listen to one word I say, yet, I listened to all u had to say.. here goes..

I DONT KNOW WHAT GOD IS... people have this idea that theres a man in the clouds, always looking over us, making our life decisions for us....

again,... i DONT KNOW WHAT GOD IS, but i know what it's NOT... majority of u guys are christians... yet christianity is divided among itself...

-Pentocostals believe that a women isn't allowed to wear pants, cuz it distracts the men, and the bible says only men can wear pants...
-Catholics believe that the only way to talk to God, is to do it thru a telephone system called "confession" where u tell a priest what u did...
-Non-denominational christians just go by what the bible says...

so AMONG UR OWN KIND, u dont even agree with each other...

CHRISTIANS dont believe in the muslim Allah, the rastafarian Jah... but that's ok... but I say i dont quite think christianity is the answer either, and i get jumped upon...

what's the difference between me and a muslim, or a jew, or a buddhist to a Christian.. u should get JUST AS mad at them, as u do to me...

Here's my main argument... I NEVER said I don't believe in God... I DO believe in God, but i dont think God is a man in the clouds... I dont even think God is a being... I think he is an energy.  I LOST my faith COMPLETELY due to christians...

I HONESTLY THOUGHT that all the stories in the bible were just that.. STORIES... but that they had morales to them, and THAT was the point of following the bible, TO LIVE A GOOD LIFE... but then people start getting MAD AT ME, and saying "NO! EVERYTHING IN THE BIBLE IS 100% REAL! u HAVE to believe it..."

and i'm like.. "um... nah, it's not, its just a bunch of stories"
-"no, its REAL!"
-"whoa whoa whoa, let me get this straight... u actually BELIEVE EVERYTHING in this book is real? 100% to the tee?"
-"yes because it's in the bible..."

THAT RIGHT THERE was the reason i renounced my christianity.. I just CANNOT and wont accept some of those stories...

NOAH'S ARK (I'll use this example)
for one... Noah was 600 YEARS OLD...
the oldest man ever recorded didnt even pass 120 years old.. they were lik 112 or something... and that's with ADVANCED MEDICINE AND TECHNOLOGY...

say he WAS 600 yrs old.. WHY WOULD HE BE PUT IN CHARGE OF A CONSTRUCTION PROJECT SO BIG? my neighbor is like 63, and about to fucking CROAK, and u honestly expect me to BLINDLY believe that 1)someone reached the age of 600, and 2)was strong enough to even lift a hammer, much less, construct a HUMONGOUS ark...

ok, so lets say THAT'S TRUE...

"2 of each animals WALKED into the ark..."
so.. ALLLLL THE ANIMALS IN THE WORLD, fit into 1 BOAT... hmmmm....
and they all PEACEFULLY walked in...

1) is the earth even connected like that?!
2) IF ANIMALS EAT ANIMALS, wtf did u feed them, for 40 DAYS N 4 NIGHTS?!

ok, so even if THAT was true... as soon as u'd let the animals go, they're be STARVING, they'd just kill themselves as soon as u released them...

so even if THAT was true... that means.. um.. ALLL THE BOATS IN THE WORLD THAT EXISTED JUST didnt work that 1 day of the flood?!?!

ok.. so even if THAT was true... if we're all from Abraham.. .were did MEXICANS, and BLACK PEOPLE come from?!

and the bible even said Noah was A DRUNK...

you believe in stuff like THAT.. with NO PROOF... and DEFIES ALL LOGIC, SCIENCE, AND REASON... and u call ME lost?! ...

See, I DONT KNOW IF THIS IS THE RIGHT ANSWER OR NOT... because I've done ABSOLUTELY NO RESEARCH into life.but I HAVE researched into OTHER RELIGIONS... looking for the right answer..

I even went athiest for a lil bit, but found Darwinism to be inaccurate as well... evolution CANT be proven from species to species...

Creationism... eh... no way...

but i do believe in "Intelligent Design"... i dont know what that means, but I know there's no way we were just an "accident", but I also know that I'm not made out of dirt...

So... why am I being called "BAD" for NOT wanting to FORCEFULLY teach my kids religion.. .why am I "BAD" for wanting to give them OPTIONS...

you are SCARED into believing... "if u dont believe, then u'll perish in hell for eternity, people will search for death, and not be able to find it!" ...that's NOT giving someone an option, that's FORCING someone to believe using FEAR...

how do u know MORMONS aren't the right answer? have u looked into it?! what about buddhist?!

my plan is to teach my kids ALL THE RELIGIONS, explain to them what each one means, stands for, what they do, and then, LET THEM choose what they want to believe in... is it bad that i'm EDUCATING my kids, as opposed to SCARING them into something I MYSELF DONT FULLY BELIEVE...

i just find it funny that most people HAVENT read the entire bible... u dedicate ur LIFE, ur MIND, ur SOUL to a belief.... ur a christian ALL UR LIFE... AND UR TELLING ME U CANT READ ONE BOOK/!?! u changed ur ways, but havent even read the book... u just go to church, and someone READS IT TO U... someone tells YOU what it means...

I DONT KNOW THE ANSWER OF LIFE, but i know this much...

If I want to know the answer to a math quiz, i will look into MATHEMATICS...
if i want to cook, i will look into RECIPES...

christians say "the answer of life is in this book!"

to ME, that's like saying "we're about to do math equations, so to find the answers, lets dissect this ZEBRA!

the answer to LIFE should be looked into LIFE itself... not a book...

call me a blasphemist, i dont care, i call myself open minded...

i used to be a DEVOTED christian, even took my bible to school, and got made fun of.... I know more about the bible than most christians, as i have read it 6 times... yet i dont even believe it...

IF I CAN BELIEVE that I am a descendant of a MUD MAN, who had a RIB WOMAN, and I'M doomed to "hell" because a TALKING SNAKE convince her to eat a FRUIT... then i can be open minded to ANYTHING...

because i know myself... i am NOT evil, i am NOT possesed, I am NOT stupid, I am NOT gullible, and I will question ANYTHING that doesn't make sense to me..

u can question mathematics and science, but if u question the bible... ur called a blasphemist... how is THAT fair? how is that THE answer?!

weren't christians the ones who started the crusades, the dark ages, the inquisition, the salem witch trials?!?1 "believe in what I tell you... ...cuz God loves u... but if u dont, we will KILL you... ...cuz God loves you..."

ok, so all I'M doing is giving my kids an EDUCATED choice as to what they want to believe...

and ur following a book u havent read, dont fully believe, SAY u live one way, but yet sinning like there's no tommorrow... and I'M THE BAD GUY?!

...really now... hmmm...

(I'm not trying to start shit, but I have the right to defend myself, no?)

and please, dont quote me the bible... because I will quote u RIGHT BACK, FROM THE SAME BIBLE, and be able to contradict you...

TRUST ME, i know the bible more than most people... so u trying to "school" me on the bible is equivalent to a 3rd grader trying to school a college professor on physics...

All i'm saying is, I dont want to do to MY kids, what was done to ME, and NOT given a choice.. ...how does that make me a bad guy?

I'm sorry, but I AM NOT a bad guy, i dont believe i'm "doomed" because a long time ago... some woman got convinced to eat a fruit by a talking snake... how does that make ME bad? because some lady ate a fruit, I'M DOOMED? um, yea... not buying it, sorry...

again, I DO BELIEVE IN GOD... but i think the TRUE answer will INCLUDE everything, and is TOO COMPLEX to just fit into ONE book...

only YOU can stop yourself form succeeding

I honestly cannot see why people mix emotions with business... when people act STUPID AS FUCK when they're emotional, WHY would u let that impact your money in any way?

Maybe it's because I was born into a poor family, and now have a pretty good lifestyle, with absolutely NO help from anybody... maybe that's the reason why i dont have sympathy for the weak...

People WORK HARD, OUT THINK the competition... hard work= rewards... if you're still a firm believer in "honesty is the best policy" YOU WILL GET EATEN UP ALIVE AND SPIT OUT IN THE REAL WORLD... everyone is out for themselves and their families... you WILL lose friends, you WILL lose loved ones, you WILL fail, you WILL be back-stabbed, you WILL be lied to...

it's been happening ALL OUR LIVES, yet most of us refuse to accept that ALL THOSE BAD THINGS, ARE ALSO part of life... SO WHY NOT PLAN FOR ALL THIS?

I see so many people that are jobless, yet dont do shit to get a job... I see so many people who focus on "FAKING IT TIL YOU MAKE IT" since they were TEENAGERS... and here u are, a grown ass ADULT, with nothing... STILL... imaging if u woulda just APPLIED yourself, at least TRIED to do something... "

"well. i might fail!"
-"YOU'RE ALREADY A FAILURE, U FUCKTARD!"

"yea, but it's hard..."
-"YEA, LIFE ITSELF IS HARD! SUCK IT THE FUCK UP, N STOP BITCHIN!"

"I dont know what I wanna do"
-"WELL, IF U DONT KNOW WHAT U WANNA DO, STOP GOING OUT TO THE CLUBS, STOP WORKIGN THAT DEAD END JOB, CHANGE WHATEVER THE FUCK UR DOING UNTIL U DOOOOOO KNOW WHAT U WANNA DO!"
People think that shit's always gonna just FALL into ur lap... you will pass opportunities because "If it's meant to happen, it'll happen" OH REALLY?! and what EXACTLY has happened since u've been "waiting" ABSOLUTELY NOTHING!!! NOTHING will happen

"if you keep doing what you've always been doing, you will get what you keep getting!"

this means, "IF U DONT DO SHIT, U WONT GET SHIT"

in this world, u CANT let shit come to ur lap, u gotta go out and get it!

what's the difference between someone who's successful and a failure is that the successful man ACTUALLY TOOK SOME SORT OF ACTION...

people bitch and bitch and bitch.. but NEVER do anything to fix their situation...

call me rude, call me heartless, call me a dick, i dont care, i dont sympathize with people like that... i came from NOTHING literally... have never depended on "mommy or daddy" for money, got my education on my own, no grants, financial help, built my businesses on my own, no mentor, no idol... what's the difference between me and u?

one day, i just realized "if i stay in this path, i will fail..." so I got off of it... and now I can say that people pay me to hear me TALK... or I make money by people PARTYING with me... THE ONLY REASON I SWEAT, is probably because the air conditioning is busted...

am i done? HELL NAH, this is just the beginning...

so what's stopping YOU? what has to be said before u stand up for urself? HOW MANY OF UR FRIENDS HAVE TO GET UR SHIT STRAIGHT, BEFORE U TURN INTO THE "LOSER" OF THE BUNCH, FOR U TO TAKE SOME SORT OF ACTION IN UR LIFE?

Work SMARTER, not HARDER...

Bill Gates was 25 when he made himself a MILLIONARE... 25 YEARS OLD!!!
I can show you a man I talked to, that i'm good friends with now, that in 5 YEARS AFTER BEING IN AMERICA, KNOWING NO ENGLISH OR HOW TO READ OR WRITE, now makes $25k A MONTH...

HOW can you possibly know what u are or arent capable of IF U NEVER TRY?

people think "image" is the key to success... look successful and success will follow... nah, nigga.. wake the fuck up and smell the corruption in this world...

just like in a fight, there are NO RULES... same in life.. NO RULES...

if people who were told "thats not possible" listened to them... we'd have no Albert Einsteins, no Michia Kakus, no Deepak Chopras... funny how half of yall wont even know who it is, but u know who Luscious and Platinum are... (love of Ray J)

WE ALL DIE... so are you going to make ur historical mark in this world? or are u just gonna sit there and do shit... "hoping and wishing" all ur life...

EXCUSES ARE THE EXPLANATION OF NOTHING-NESS!
(nothing was done, so why try to explain nothing? just say "i'm a lazy piece of shit")

people keep saying "i'll get to it... later" or "next year!" .. n now.. here we are... u have 3 kids... still live at home with mommy and daddy... no job... no plans, no goals... yet u expect to just become rich one day...

...u gotta be fucking kidding me...

and this isn't to insult ANYBODY... maybe this is just what someone needs to put a fire on their ass and say "hey... shit.. he's right... i DO suck at life..."

no one's perfect... but JESUS CHRIST, what has to be said to u, for u to get ur shit straight...

just look around you... look at the SUCCESSFUL FRIENDS you have.. what did THEY do differently than YOU?

investing 1 month in urself can change your ENTIRE life... but u'd rather go out, even tho you're broke, and pretend ur someone important at the club...

THIS is why the poor keep getting poorer, and the rich keep getting richer... the mentality of life is different...

Why do we follow a JEW, when we already had a "christ figure" in Mexico...

It always blows my mind when christians say "OH I KNOW... i KNOW this is the TRUTH, it HAS to be..."

IF THE PERSON IS OF MEXICAN DESCENT, I ALWAYS ASK "do you know YOU'RE ancestry? are you not PROUD to be of your race?" (which of course, being mexican, which one doesn't have some set of pride)

so it BOGGLES MY MIND sometimes, how people can CLAIM they are so proud of their heritage, BUT DON'T EVEN KNOW IT...

In the ancient Mayan culture, there was a figure that was also accepted by surrounding culture... his name was QUETZALCOATL... and if your not familiar with thisi figure, let me give u a brief history (and i put it in this fashion, because Christians will always "defend" their religion based on inaccuracy, as in, when I say "Jonah and the Whale" they reply "it wasn't a whale, it was a BIG FISH" "oh, a BIG FISH? ok, then it MUST be true, thanks for that...")

1. Quetzalcoatl, like Jesus, was born of a virgin woman: Isaiah 7:14 "Behold, a virgin shall conceive, and bear a son, and shall call his name Immanuel [God with us]."
2. Quetzalcoatl suffered and sacrificed Himself for the human race: Isaiah 53:5 "But he was wounded for our transgressions, he was bruised for our iniquities: the chastisement of our peace was upon him; and with his stripes we are healed."; 1 Corinthians 5:7 "Christ our passover is sacrificed for us"
3. Quetzalcoatl, like Jesus, died for us: Romans 5:6 "For when we were without strength, in due time Christ died for the ungodly."
4. Quetzalcoatl, like Jesus, resurrected from the dead: Revelation 1:18 "I am he that liveth, and WAS DEAD; and behold, I AM ALIVE forever more, Amen; and havce the keys of hell [the grave] and death."
5. Quetzalcoatl, like Jesus, ascended into heaven: Acts 1:9 "while they beheld, he was taken up; and a cloud received him out of their sight."
6. Quetzalcoatl, like Jesus, will descend in a cloud: Acts 1:11 "this same Jesus, which is taken up from you into heaven, shall so come in like manner as ye have seen him go into heaven."
7. Quetzalcoatl, like Jesus, promised to return as King and Liberator:
Luke 21: 27,28 "And then shall they see the Son of man coming in a cloud with power and great glory. And when these things begin to come to pass, then look up, and lift up your heads; for your redemption draweth nigh." Revelation 14:14 "And I looked, and behold a white cloud, and upon the cloud ONE sat like unto the Son of man, having on his head a golden crown, and in his hand a sharp sickle."



so my question is this... HOW can someone, who's ancestors believed in a certain figure, say it's complete utter BULLSHIT, when they have done NO research into their ancestry, NO research into the foundations of the new religion they have accepted... WHY and HOW can this be accepted???


TO PUT IT IN A PERSPECTIVE TO WHERE U CAN UNDERSTAND, imagine that in 1000 years in the future, YOUR OWN CHILDREN'S CHILDREN, will look back at the figure a majority of us accept as their savior (Jesus Christ) and say it was complete utter bullshit... and they believe in something ABSOLUTELY SIMILIAR... SO SIMILIAR, that it seems like they STOLE bits and pieces from the story of Jesus Christ himself..

IMAGINE that your children's children believe in a figure called ZENU, right? and ZENU was born of a virgin, died for human kind, came back from the dead, went into heaven, and will return... and whenever someone says "hey! there was a book called the Bible, and there was this guy named Jesus Christ, and he had the SAME EXACT STORY" and they say "it is not in this NEWER, BETTER, BIBLE, so then, IT MUST NOT BE TRUE, for this newer bible IS the true word of God..."



ok.....



so now look at what we are doing... try to tell your parents, or religious people "hey, did you know, that before JESUS CHRIST, there was this guy named QUETZALCOATL... etc etc" and listen to what they will tell you...


so HOW WERE WE, MEXICANS, WHO ALREADY HAD A FIGURE, CONVINCED THAT JESUS CHRIST IS THE TRUTH NOW??

oh yea, the EVER SO PEACEFUL decision that Christians have been known for, throughout history, of spreading the message... the message being "BELIEVE IN WHAT WE BELIEVE... ...OR WE WILL KILL YOU!!!" (and dont say no, what do you think the Dark Ages, the Inquisition, the Crusades, the Salem Witch trials were all about????)

so our people were forced to change their belief... FORCED with a decision of "accept this or die"

...how can you honestly sit there and tell me it's all true... when even the people who created the Jesus Christ movement believe in Krishna, ANOTHER figure, who was ALSO born of a virgin, birth announce by a star in the east, 3 kings adorning him with gifts, child teacher at 12, started preaching at 30, was called all the same names as Jesus (the shephard, the light, etc etc) and THEY OPENLY STATED, that they changed it, for political reason, to gain influence over the people, to control them...


This is not meant to bash ANY religion... that is not what I am trying to do... religion promotes "CERTAINTY", absolute, unquestionnable "CERTAINTY"

I am only here to promote doubt... because only when we are doubtful, do we start to question... and only when we start to question, can we get REAL ANSWERS...

...take this for whatever you THINK it's worth... whether you believe it or not, thats fine... my main point is I want you to THINK...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DtRt4fnHFWw

I think I'm gonna change religions

I know I talk about it alot, but I think it's about time to OPENLY state this... i guess for personal and humorous reasons... but this is what I believe you guys... because 1)it's ALOT more interesting that my old beliefs 2)all the proof around this 3)well, shit, just TRY to disprove my new belief... and look at the results you'll get.. alright, here goes

MY NEW BELIEF:

So, like, back in the day... Aliens came to this planet... and started mining for Gold n shit, right? so after a worker's revolt, they were just like "yo, we're like, totally bad asses and smart n shit, why dont we just CLONE little miniture versions of US, and make little stupid alien clone slaves, to mine all these natural resources off of this planet we just came to... and take it back to our home planet of Nibiru... let's make them IN OUR IMAGE... humanoid... as in, not a dog, but something that can actually do work like US... ("made in the image of our creator")

so after the Earth and Nibiru started to pull away, due to different rotations around the sun, they left, but left some of themselves behind... they were called by many names.. .the Reptilians, the Annunaki, the bible refers to them as "Children of the nephilim" (david vs. Goliath, Goliath was NOT human, he was a "giant," that's kinda accepted religion wise, no?)

so these original aliens, fucked the clones (aka us) and made a hybrid species, as in half alien, half human... and these hybrids have been used to control the normal people, by tricking them, into LITERALLY believing myths and training them not to think for themselves, just listen and accept what they're told... (these are called the "Elite," the illuminati or reptilian bloodlines... )

AT ONE POINT, ACCROSS THE GLOBE, IT WAS SOCIALLY ACCEPTED THAT HUMANS WERE ALL DESCENDENTS OF REPTILIAN ALIENS... (the Iriquoix means "serpeant", the hindus have "Nagas", christians deceived by a "talking snake" the african shamans and australian aboriganees believe that they were direct decendants from serpeants, the Mayans believed in Quexocatl, a flyin serpeant, born on Dec 25th, died n ressurected after 3 days... the chinese believe we are from dragons... every single culture, no matter what, at one point, believed that we came from alien serpeants)

So now, they're taking over, deleting every type of factual history of them, what better way to hide than not be known about, right? while other people are coming forward, actually doing research into the human existance, by looking at historical artifacts... and trying to tell people "yo, i think we've been lied to, this shit didn't really go down the way we were told!" and those people are considered the WEIRD ones...

so yep, this is what I believe now, u guys... we are all just simply cloned aliens slaves, that were left on this planet, but not by ourselves... and we are being controlled in every single way possible, like cattle or sheep... and we dont even know it... (why is there not a movie made about this?? lol, this is like, the most AWESOMEST PLOT EVER)

and BEFORE PEOPLE START TELLING ME "OMG, UR SO FUCKING STUPID AND CRAZY FOR BELIEVING IN SUCH A RIDICULOUS STORY!!!"

Let me remind you, that 110 million people worldwide believe that a cosmic jewish zombie, who was his own dad, can make you live forever, if you symbolically eat his flesh, and telepathically tell him that you accept him as your master, so he can remove an evil force from your soul, that is present in ALL humans, because a long time ago, a rib-woman was convinced, by a talking snake, to eat from a magical tree... yea that makes PERFECT sense...


lol... I hope this was entertaining to you guys, but you guys don't have to look far to get a better explanation or a chance to prove me wrong, here you go...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kv2l93v4v0g

Stressed Thoughts (unfinished project)

Man, I feel like I'm going out of my mind sometimes...
Am I alone, or don't we ALL doubt "reality" sometimes?
It's just really hard to accept sometimes,
That, ultimately, our ultimate achievement will be exchanging green paper for time.
I can't believe how more aren't outraged sometimes...
I hate it that I can't even speak my mind, sometimes...
'Cause what I think, makes people gawk half the time.
But I've been under pressure for so many times...
My mindset's set to block bullshit, full time,
So sorry if I just sit back and smile, at times,
It's just funny to continuously hear excuses sometimes..

-Grew up different, that I must confess...
"Excuses are the explanation of 'nothingness'"-

So, sorry if I ignore you while you address me.
My tolerance to bullshit ain't heavy
I'm hard... "Like a Rock" nigga... Chevy...
Control people without knowing, I'm like a levee

And TRUE, it's bad to be deceiptful..
Audit? hide the receipts, fool!
The way shit goes down just ain't cool
And everybody thinks that they're not a tool...
The majority only have high school educations
Think that's all you need to handle situations?!
Infant minds, open to manipulation...
Follow the agenda, sheeple, no speculations.

Survival of the fittest, and you're falling behind
History repeats, don't you see? Rewind..
Same mother fuckers controlling your mind
Are the same mother fuckers controlling through time.
People know the truth, yet choose to be quiet.
These the same people who hide during riots
and blog their emotions, and send out a site link.
No oppression wanted, but WHO WILL STAND UP AND FIGHT IT???

Trust me, I know, victory is sweet.
But in the face of war, can you stand the heat?
Blaze on that, my nigga, and take a seat.
When YOUR life's is at risk, will YOU compete?
Or will you sit back and watch other fight your fight?
When it'll matter, did you choose wrong or right?
Are you the one of billions brainwashed, or did you see the light?
It's kinda important on whose side you fight..

Currently arguing with my mom, AND SHE NEEDS UR HELP!!!

MY CURRENT ARGUMENT WITH MY MOM...

"She's pretty much upset about my view in life, because (pretty much) every time she tries to school me on the Bible, I answer her right back with something that puts her in her place...

(for example, last argument we had, she said she would NEVER learn anything that's not in the bible... and I asked her "so, u know 1+1=2, right? THATS MATHEMATICS AND THATS NOT IN THE BIBLE... so how do u know that? are u LYING NOW?!" )

of course, I do it to joke around with my dear old mom... since I take everything VERY light hearted, but she gets PISSED OFF, so right now, i'm winning, and i'm letting YOU GUYS help her out...

HERE'S MY POINTS TO MY ARGUMENT, she's mad at my sister because my lil sister stopped believing PERIOD... I'm just not religious, but believe in God. I told her, "if u can explain these, which I can go allll day noting these down, then I think you'll be able to reach ur daughter again..."

ALL I TOLD HER TO DO WAS EXPLAIN THESE 7 CONTRADICTIONS I FOUND... so far, she's just staring at me, really pissed off...

(1)
2 Kings 2:11 As they were walking along and talking together, suddenly a chariot of fire and horses of fire appeared and separated the two of them, and Elijah went up to heaven in a whirlwind.

John 3:13 No one has ever gone into heaven except the one who came from heaven—the Son of Man.


(2)
Numbers 23:19 God is not a man, that he should lie, nor a son of man, that he should change his mind.

Exodus 32:14 Then the Lord relented and did not bring on his people the disaster he had threatened.


(3)
Ephesians 2:8-9 For it is by grace you have been saved, through faith . . . not by works.

James 2:14-17 What good is it, my brothers, if a man claims to have faith but has no deeds? Can such faith save him? . . . Faith by itself, if it is not accompanied by action, is dead.

Revelation 22:12 Behold, I am coming soon! My reward is with me, and I will give to everyone according to what he has done.



(4) (Jesus speaking)
Matthew 5:16 Let your light shine before men, that they may see your good deeds and praise your father in heaven.

Matthew 6:1 Be careful not to do your ‘acts of righteousness’ before men, to be seen by them.



(5) (Jesus speaking)
John 14:27 Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you.

Matthew 10:34 Do not suppose that I have come to bring peace to the earth. I did not come to bring peace, but a sword.



(6)
Genesis 32:30 So Jacob called the place Peniel, saying, “It is because I saw God face to face, and my life was preserved.”

Exodus 33:11 The Lord would speak to Moses face to face, as a man speaks with his friend.

John 1:18 No one has ever seen God.


(7) (Jesus speaking)
John 5:31 If I testify about myself, my testimony is not valid.

John 8:14 Even if I testify on my own behalf, my testimony is valid.


-She's having a hard time explaining these... can someone help her please?!

The reason behind your confusion and misunderstandings in life...

Think of this as stupid, or perhaps the most brilliant observation about our species... EVER... you decide

The whole system that we live in, DRILLS into us, that we are powerless, that we're weak, that our society is evil, that it's privated, etc and so forth... IT'S ALL A BIG FAT LIE...

WE are POWERFUL, BEAUTIFUL, EXTRA-ORDINARY

there is NO reason, why we cannot understand, who we TRULY are, and where we are going...

There is NO REASON why the AVERAGE individual cannot be fully empowered... we are INCREDIBLY POWERFUL BEINGS...

I spent the first 25 years of my life, trying to become of "good at something"
I wanted to become good at things... I wanted to become at playing music, playing sports... and everything I kinda viewed in THAT perspective... "I'm NOT OK THE WAY I AM... BUT IF I JUST GOT GOOD AT THINGS..."

I had the game wrong... the game was to find out WHAT I ALREADY WAS...

Now in OUR CULTURE, we've been TRAINED for individual differences to STAND OUT... so you look at a person and IMMEDIATELY categorize them as "DUMBER, OLDER, YOUNGER, RICHER, POORER" and we make all these dimentional distinctions, put them in categories, and treat them that way... and we get so, that we ONLY see others as SEPERATE FROM OURSELVES... in the ways in that they're seperate form us... and 1 of the DRAMATIC characteristics of experiance is being with another person and FINALLY SEEING THE WAY THEY ARE LIKE YOU, not different from you... and experiancing the fact "that" which is ESSENCE IN YOU, which is ESSENCE IN ME... is THE one.. the understanding that their IS NO "OTHER"... we are ALL ONE...

see... I wasn't born "German Amaya" and YOU weren't born by your name.. YOU WERE BORN A HUMAN BEING.. and THEN we learned this whole business of "who I am" and whether i'm "good or bad" or "achieving or not" ... ALL THAT IS LEARNED ALONG THE WAY...

look, in case u HAVENT NOTICED... THEIR IS A NEW CONCIOUSNESS AWAKENING... and by that, i mean, ALOT OF PEOPLE ARE FINALLY PUTTING THEIR FOOT DOWN AND SAYING "wait... wait... HOLD THE FUCK UP!!! this does NOT make ANY sense at all... and the way i'm being treated... this is supposed to be LIFE?!?!"


YOU NEED TO SIT HERE, AND REALIZE.. .THAT AN ORGANISM IN WAR WITH ITSELF.. IS DOOMED.. (LET THIS PART SINK IN.. REREAD THIS SENTENCE, AND THEN LOOK AT THE NEWS TONITE... )

LOOK... STRAIGHT UP, YOU NEED TO OPEN UR EYES, AND LOOK AT SHIT FOR WHAT IT REAAAALLY is.. not what ur just TOLD it is... YOU ARE NOT AN INDIVIDUAL... we are ALL the same...

like I always tell my students "i dont understand how we consider ourselves SEPERATE from each other... if u look at us from space, u DONT see individual, u see a GROWTH ON A PLANET... u dont see a barber, a teacher, u see a CIVILIZATION... a zebra in AFRICA, is the EXAAACT SAME SHIT as a zebra in the Houston zoo... that zebra doesnt tell the other zebras, "i'm a zebra- american" ... its JUST A ZEBRA, NO MATTER THE SIZE, WTF IS DOING, HOW IT FEELS THAT DAY... no matter wtf that zebra or bear, or ANT does... u DONT LOOK AT IT AS AN INDIVIDUAL... ALL ANIMALS ARE STEREOTYPED AS ONE... we need to realize that WE ARE ALSO JUST SIMPLE BEINGS ON THIS PLANET... we are NOT individuals...

THIS IS WHY ALOT OF U ARE CONFUSED... u dont understand things about society, why shit is done a certain way, why we are FORCED to live by rules of others, YOU dont decide what YOU wanna wear.. "FASHION" does... everyone follows like a blind sheep... but thinks that THEY'RE INDIVIDUALS... like I always say "remember.. you're unique... ...just like EVERYBODY ELSE..."

I'll leave u guys with this, quoting Bill Hicks...

"Life is like a ride in an amusement park... and when you go on it, you THINK it's real, THATS HOW POWERFUL OUR MINDS ARE... the ride goes up n down, round n round, has thrills and chills, and at times it's fun, and it's very loud and it's FUN FOR A WHILE... but SOME OF YOU have been on the ride for a while, and begin to QUESTION "is this REAL? OR IS THIS JUST A RIDE?"

and other people, have remembered, came back and tell us "hey, dont worry! dont be SCARED EVER... CUZ THIS IS JUST A RIDE!!!"

...and we KILL those people... (MLK, Ghandi, Jimmy Hendrix, John Lennon, Michael JAckson, Tupac,)

"SHUT HIM UP, I GOT ALOT INVESTED IN THIS RIDE, SHUT HIM UP!!! look at my furrells of "worry," look at my BIG BANK ACCOUNT, my family... IT HAS TO BE real..."

look, it's just a ride... but we kill off those good people trying to tell us.. U EVER NOTICE THAT? and we let all these demons who fuck up lives and kill run a muck (CIGARETTE COMPANIES, BAILED OUT BANK CORPORATIONS, BILDERGURB GROUP, TRILATERAL COMMISSION, THE ILLUMINATI)

"but it doesn't matter, and we can change it ANYTIME WE WANT... it's ONLY A CHOICE.. NO EFFORT, NO WORK, NO SAVING, NO MONEY

ONLY ONE CHOICE RIGHT NOW... BETWEEN FEAR... AND LOVE...."


http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=-594683847743189197#

Real eyes Realize Real Lies

(might actually go ahead and make this one into an actual song...)

"Open your eyes... and see what I see...

Real eyes... Realize... Real lies... "

Walk this world lost and confused
Feeling like we're being used.
If life's a gift, I'm not enthused.
People killed everyday and that shit's excused
Falling deeper in recession
Because these bailouts are misused
You try to show the truth to people
But that shit is refused
We use only 10% of our brain
but even that shit's unused
Instead of searching for the truth
We look and point: accuse.

Born as individuals
but instinct makes us run in crews
One person can change SHIT
just ask the Bilderberg Group
People are kept dumb
Run around with no clue
Unable to see the truth
that they're getting lied to...
If only they were people
who were willing to stop you
Oh shit, there is!
"We know what you're up to...
(listen...)
...we know what you're up to...."

Tupac gone for stepping up to you
Lies accrueing... secret's through and..
Explanations due...
Truth will break you
Busting caps, you're screwed
Your lifestyle's taboo
Giant owls in woods
NEW WORLD ORDER DEBUT...
Situation won't difuse
With power, there's abuse
Debt and currency misused
Everybody always blue...
Biting more than you can chew
Mistakes always leaving clues
Alex Jones is something huge
You dont care about us, so we dont give a FUCK about you...

//Illuminati rules my mind, soul, and body
Secret Society trying to keep their eye on me.. //

Illuminati rules my mind, soul, and body
Secret Society trying to keep their eye on me..
No peaceful resolution cuz you guys are tryin to fuck me
Constitution being attacked by an invisible army

"Upon my sacred honor, I shall fight to DEATH to remain free
No one shall govern ME...
I shall submit to NO authority
No question in this matter,
I shall always refuse to obey greed
I shall face my enemy, squarely,
when he attacks me...
I shall counter-attack when he rests,
I shall press battle continously
...and when the time comes that I face my final scene...
I shall take my enemy with me...
For he is a creature without mercy
and deserves NONE from me...

We know you niggas plooting
FEMA stacking up on coffins
Building camps and prison trains
who you planning on stopping?!

World War 2 all over again,
camps remind me to "concentrate"
Cops telling me to form militias
that our liberty's at stake
"Sergeant course" here's my thanks
Tatics fresh now that I'm awake
Now I understand the bullshit I had to take
Pressure ON, disk brake...
HAARP causing headaches
Changing weather, earthquakes
Fucking us is a mistake
Only so much we can take
Truth will reveal the fake
This "perfect world" you tried to make
Deception brought forth by you snakes
Making the clear opaque
Against our will, we partake
Every war is just a remake
False flags, let's retake
Brainwash so no double-takes
Agenda's a piece of cake
So lost in this world, all we can do

...is lie awake...
...cuz lies await...
Truth can't be ate
using music as bait
to get us to this state
Now I understand my fate
No debate, just dictate...
I oppose what you create
Controlling the inflation rates

But my mind is armor plated
My fear of death has faded
No longer intimidated
Death and end are not equated

,,,how is death the "end"
if no one understands life PERIOD
NO ONE looks into this
are you fuckin serious?!
"What's the meaning?"
"Why are we here?"
If one's reality ends at death
thousand of realities will end this year

So is this all just one big psychadelic trip?
Floating on a rock in space, that's kinda hard to grip...
How did we begin.. .Space is literally nothing...
What's the purpose of existance...
...what the fuck ANYTHING?
they say String Theory explains it
and I wanna know the answers
So I'm daily investigating
all of Dr. Kaku's lectures...

See... I JUST dont KNOW about you
I've used to be one of you
Ex-marine with a secret clearance
Did I mention NASA too?
yea... not even part of the Government
Check it out "Secret Space"
Killing off bloodlines
and supporting the reptilian race...

But I'll spare you the truth
about human evolution

... see you at the start
of the 2nd American Revolution...

I stand alone by G. Javier Amaya

Been all alone since I was sixteen,
Life's full of troubles, so I blaze green.
Been past success, but still feel "in between."
Always been nonstop, just like a machine...

I stand alone...
And this is how I choose to be
I stand alone...
Never dependant on anyone but me
I stand alone
People come and go, and I stopped caring
I stand alone....
Had to grown up 1 day, so I stopped praying...

straight up...
Idk if I wanna play these games anymore
Every girl turns out the same as the 1 before
& Every single 1 swears that they're not a whore
Yet it take me only hours to beat that pussy soar.
Know the outcome, yet still in relationships.
Shoulda known better than to say that "this is it"
Always fall hard, even though I know their tricks
Yet I voluntarily put up with their bullshit.

Is it too much to ask for my equal?
Or am I damned to continue these sequels?
A hussler will never fit in with stupid people
Truth hurts, but men were made unequal.
Don't blame me for my stone cold heart.
Been fucked over continuously, so I earned this part.
Daughters's smiles always break that wall apart.
But without them, all the problems restart.

Never forgive nor forget all the pain I've been through,
Because going back to that shit isn't something I'd do.
At night, my pillow dries tears and sometimes muffles screams, too.
It's hard as fuck, sometimes, but at least I know that I grew.

Cuz some won't grow & just repeat the cycle,
Pushing buttons til she finally goes psycho.
& then they wonder why they all end up in psych wards.
Am I hitting close to home, yet???
....are you listening to my words?

Exclude people from your life, who always bring you down.
Life's hard as it is, don't need negativity around.
The people talking shit are, always, losers of the crowd.
Keep 'em & they wont stop til they see you falling down.
All I can do is keep my head up high...
All I can do is dry the tears from my eyes....
I refuse to be some bitch's free ride...
But for my girls, I have to continue this lonesome stride.

I've come to realize, this aint my life no more.
My life ended when I was asked to cut the cord.
& for them, I'll take the bullshit that's in store.
Mia, Adrina, and me, against the fucking world.
Dont give a fuck if I die alone, no more....
Dont give a fuck about self-denying hoes
Dont give a fuck about having "picture perfect homes"
so dont give a fuck about me...
...I said I stand alone...

since Murder is Illegal, here goes lol

BENEATH ME

Excuse me for asking
but I thought this was MY life, not yours
The way you keep up to date
with my stats, I'm not sure
Before I stereo-type
I pay respect when due
So it seems only fitting to say
FUCK YOU
My profile gets more hits than Youtube
Got bitches on my shit
Wanna jump on, too?
Trying to keep tabs on me
Like I'm some damn gool
NO INCOGNITO, NIGGA
I SEE YOU!!!
Niggas like me are RARE
you have no clue
8 year ex-Marine, baby
ALL YOU DONE IS HIGH SCHOOL
Look a lil closer and
You'll see the damn truth
You messing with a nigga
Who, TRULY, out do you
You post pics up on myspace
now you think you're all cool
Run your mouth all day
Looking for approve-al
Got spare time on your hands
Cuz your nigga can't lay pipe good
Uneducated ass bitches
This what your life's come to...

You THINK you're equivalent to a nigga
Cuz you go ahead and fuck him
Think you can fuck to success
Bitch, yall all damn shames
I'll push yall off your pedestal
That you built with false fame
You wanna fuck with me?
I'll make SURE you know my damn name
Those who know me well
Know that I'm something you cannot tame
Defied all rules
Now look what I became
You FAKE IT, NEVER MAKE IT
You're tired... lame...
Out do you in EVERY way
I'd count, but you'd go insane...
Just walk away, dont tempt my swag
Dont try to be a hero
Get the fuck up out my face
I'll burn you with my 'rillo
Dont let my front fool a bitch
I'm crazy like Daniro
500 yards is all I need
To bring you down to zero
I let you run your mouth
But your time is getting nearer
Don't let the face fool you
I'm something you should fear, hoe
While I'm climbing, you complaining
Never training, always fading
Steady hating, not maintaining
You aint CLOSE TO MY LEVEL

REALIZE YOU'RE NOTHING
That you hating cuz you frontin
Lying 'bout shit that you "stunting"
You CAN'T BE WHAT I'M BECMOING
GOT NO COURAGE TO CONFRONT ME
So yall mouths are steady runnin
FUCK YALL FAKE BITCHES and niggas
Aint READY for what's forthcoming

ugh...
and what is one supposed to do?
Damned if i dont, Damned if I do
Steady critics passing through
ugh...
But LOOK AT ME AND LOOK AT YOU
Babydaddies left, YES ITS TRUE
Wandering LOST n so confused

I consider yall BENEATH me
At MY level, NO ONE can reach me
Dont blame you for the envy
Will have to wait an eternityfor yall to catch up to me
ONLY way to phase me
is if I stood as still as can be
think i'm new to the industry?
You're mistaken cuz you'lll see
My words got me awards since I was only a lil kid
This aint a quest this is a hobby
I ALREADY have people pay me to hear me... speak
...to the weak, I show no mercy
I consider you beaneath me
Try to keep tabs on me? HA!

So this is how it's gonna be?
Dont give a fuck to no degree
I rep them boys U.S.M.C
you just a fucking NOBODY

You's a skeeza
OFF MY DICK-ugh
You Ebenezer
I'm Julius Ceaser
You a CHAUFFER
I'm a RIDDAH
GET MY LIQUOR!
Call me "yessir"
..Nah, I prefer
Courvesi-ur
Dont let this occur... again...
Bitch, we aint friends..
oh yea.. it COULDA been
You walk around like
I dont know what happened...

... that 1 night..
THAT'S RIGHT!
keep my shit tight
I'll ACT polite
Before I bite
You aint too brite
In for a fright
Sleep well at night
You're in my sights
Wind adjust: slight
You'll see all white
walk towards the light...

KEEP TALKING..
RIGHT NOW you walking
I've done prey stalking
No noise while caulking
The streets they chaulking
Family gawking...
...and people talking...

I'll make SURE y'all are TRULY beneath me...
6 feet deep...
If i hear another peep...

...you bithces aint breaking my family...

ok, so about this 2012 hype... here's the truth..

nothing pisses me off more than ignorance... one thing i've noticed is that the LEAST EDUCATED is almost always, the one with the loudest mouth, running it, and misinforming everyone else along the way...

at a young age, I knew EXACTLY what the Y2K bug was, and what it meant and what it could cause.. BUT I ALSO KNEW that NOTHING WAS GOING TO HAPPEN WHEN IT TURNED INTO 2000, because THE PROBLEM WAS UPDATED!!!!!

yet, i saw people STOCKING UP ON WATER, spending countless money on shit they didn't need, and sadly, DIDNT ENJOY THEIR LIFE, BUT HID IN THEIR HOMES FOR THE NIGHT, IN FEAR...

for one, what a cowardly thing to do, and two... u stupid stupid retard... if u would have taken 10 DAMN MINUTES to look at Y2K, what it stood for, u woulda been like me, laughing at all these "adults" who were in their homes "waiting for the world to end!!!"

NOW I'M OLDER, and i see the same shit again... a bunch of un-educated FUCKS who WILL NOT research a DAMN thing for this 2012 shit... everyone spreading rumors, and well, frankly, like i did to all the people in my church (yes, i gave a class at the age of 17 in front of an entire church, to show people what Y2K was, and people STILL freaked... "that little boy might be wrong") I'm here to steer u into the right direction...

for one GLOBAL WARMING IS FAKE, ITS ALL A HYPE.. Al Gore is a piece of dog shit, and ANYBODY THAT HAS COMMON SENSE, will know that the LAST phenomenon we SO HARD endured was EL NINO... 2001... here's the truth

-the sun switches polarities every 11 years... u know how a magnet had a NORTH N SOUTH POLE?!?! yea.. THEY SWAP every so often, EVEN IN MAGNETS THEMSELVES... last time they did it was 2001... 2001 + 11 years= 2012... the sun will ONCE AGAIN, LIKE IT DOES EVERY DAMN 11 YEARS, switch polarities... AND JUST LIKE IN 2001, it will do minor damages to our planet, U WILL SEE GPS SYSTEMS START TO FAIL, because gps satelites will be burned up, cuz when the sun switches polarities, excess force (sun flare) is released.. so EXTRA protons, gamma rays, etc will be shot out IN ALL DIRECTIONS, NOT JUST THE EARTH... YES, THE EARTH FOR A FRACTIONTH OF A DEGREE HOTTER!!! IT'S TRUE!!! but THAT'S WHAT THE EARTH DOES! ...HAVE U EVER HEARD OF THE ICE AGE?!?! we're not covered in ice anymore, it's called TIME...

THE MAYAN CALENDAR ENDING IN 2012
-it's happened 4 times already, the calendar HAS reset... IT IS THE END OF AN ERA.. but NOT ALL TIME AND EXISTANCE.. JUST LIKE ASTROLOGY, (in case u know or not, we're in the "AGE OF PISCES" right now, next age will be the "AGE OF AQUARIUS" in 2150 A.D.) we go thru "ages" the CHINESE have "the year of the Dragon, the year of the Dog"... IT'S THE SAME SHIT... it's just the END OF A TIME FRAME... LIKE WHEN THE EARTH LEFT THE JURRASSIC ERA AND INTO ANOTHER ONE...

THAT IT IS!!!!!! ANOTHER calendar starts AFTER 2012... it's called A TIME CYCLE!!!!

THE PLANETS ALIGN IN 2012!
wrong!!!!! the planets align IN 2013!!!! THIS IS WHY NASA IS TAKING A TRIP TO MARS IN 2013, BECAUSE THATS WHEN MARS IS CLOSEST TO EARTH!!! but it's a VISUAL EFFECT FROM EARTH!!!!

the planets DO NOT really align, it LOOKS like it does, FROM EARTH, but if u were to go into SPACE and LOOK at the planets, they would not be aligned at ALL... they're be scattered all over the place...

NO EXTRA GRAVITATIONAL PULL, OFFSETTING EARTH'S SPIN AROUND THE SUN... it has NOTHING to do with earth "ending"

PLANET X/ A COMET/ AN ASTEROID IS COMING REALLY CLOSE TO US IN 2012...
THIS HAPPENS ALMOST EVERYDAY!!! they dont TELL you because everyone would FREAK THE FUCK OUT!!! and not do SHIT.. LOOK AT THE Y2K BUG.. a SIMPLE COMPUTER PROGRAM ERROR, and people went MAD...

we've HAD, and WILL CONTINUE TO HAVE shit almost hit us... there's one in 2013, 2054, that supposed to miss us by a couple thousand MILES...

IF ANYTHING, RESEARCH "W.R. 104" A GAMMA RAY BURST WAITING TO HAPPEN, 8000 LIGHT YEARS AGO, THATS POINTING RIGHT AT US!!! (A gamma ray burst is an explosion that shoots a beam of energy, JUST LIKE the Death Star in Star wars....) and YES, IT IS POINTIN RIGHT AT US RIGHT NOW... AS UR READIN THIS..

in fact, the SCARY part to this is, it COULD HAVE ALREADY EXPLODED, and since it's 8000 LIGHT YEARS away, it could have exploded 8000 YEARS AGO, and hit us and LITERALLY blow up our planet TOMORROW..

scary, isn't it? now IMAGINE HOW EVERYONE WOULD REACT IF THEY KNEW THIS INFORMATION (look it up, if u dont believe me... wr 104 is the name of it...)

HERE'S THE LOW DOWN N DIRTY...


-YOU ALWAYS hear people say "we gotta save the PLANET, we're gonna destroy the PLANET"

NO! U IDIOTS, THE PLANET WILL BE JUST FINE!!!! IT'S BEEN HIT BY ASTEROIDS, OTHER PLANET SIZED OBJECTS, COMETS... shit, AT ONE POINT, THIS ENTIRE GLOBE WAS JUST A BIG OLE BALL OF LAVA...

the PLANET is going to be JUST FINE!!! IT'S US HUMANS THAT ARE GOING TO END UP KILLING OURSELVES OFF THE FACE OF THIS EARTH BY PURE IGNORANCE...

THIS IS ALL A HYPE... SCARE people, and they'll spend money they USUALLY wont, cuz "this is it, we're all gonna die... let's spend our life savings.."

LOOK AT WHAT HAPPENS TO US IN HOUSTON WHEN A HURRICANE IS ABOUT TO HIT... we buy EVERYTHING, store brand, gas, EVERYTHING WE POSSIBLY CAN.. and then what happens? nothing...

IT'S A CYCLE, SCARE U TO SPEND MONEY, LETS MAKE A HOLIDAY TO MAKE U SPEND MONEY...

2012 is nothing more than a way to make us spend our money.. AND IT'S WORKING...

...we're NOT gonna blow up... fake websites about lotteries come up, n then discovered to be part of the "2012 the movie" corporation...

...see yall DECEMBER 22, 2012...

A Poem from God to me...

As weird as this may sound... yea, i DID write this, but it wasn't me who was writing (I was in a deep "trance") had a sudden urge to write ...and this is what I had once I was done... something tells me some people need to read this, so I'm posting it up...


"Dear Son,
Always remember that I am watching you...
I know you are lost, but this is a path you MUST go through...
Keep your head up when times get tough
Keep focused on your goals, no matter how rough.
...you know everything, but without a purpose, it's all pointless.
Your thought start to get clouded when you're under stress...
I did not make you weak; confidence is always in your actions.
Keep your mind at ease, stop worrying about all the distractions
You know your path, I know that you understood Me
I showed you your destiny... your DESTINY...
NOTHING has been a coincidence; everything was "too coincidental," right?
You're destiny has been written... you should be tranquil at night

...but you aren't and that saddens me...
I see you toss and turn at night, stressing your thoughts unneccesarily...
Stop thinking so much... you know what you have to do
Stop doubting yourself and take action, so your pain will be over with n through
You have the right mindset, yet you wait for verification.
My son, how many signs must I give you so you act with no hesitation.
You're too focused on revenge, wasting thoughts on plotting your vengeance...
Start following the plan I laid out for you, success has a VERY SWEET fragrance.
You are NOT alone, I will, forever, stand by your side
DO NOT FOLLOW ME, For I have laid tracks for you, I'm just here to enjoy this ride.
Accept all that I have shown you, there is NO alternative path
Do as you have been shown, My son, for soon, you will find fulfillment at last

I love you

-God"