I stand alone by G. Javier Amaya

Been all alone since I was sixteen,
Life's full of troubles, so I blaze green.
Been past success, but still feel "in between."
Always been nonstop, just like a machine...

I stand alone...
And this is how I choose to be
I stand alone...
Never dependant on anyone but me
I stand alone
People come and go, and I stopped caring
I stand alone....
Had to grown up 1 day, so I stopped praying...

straight up...
Idk if I wanna play these games anymore
Every girl turns out the same as the 1 before
& Every single 1 swears that they're not a whore
Yet it take me only hours to beat that pussy soar.
Know the outcome, yet still in relationships.
Shoulda known better than to say that "this is it"
Always fall hard, even though I know their tricks
Yet I voluntarily put up with their bullshit.

Is it too much to ask for my equal?
Or am I damned to continue these sequels?
A hussler will never fit in with stupid people
Truth hurts, but men were made unequal.
Don't blame me for my stone cold heart.
Been fucked over continuously, so I earned this part.
Daughters's smiles always break that wall apart.
But without them, all the problems restart.

Never forgive nor forget all the pain I've been through,
Because going back to that shit isn't something I'd do.
At night, my pillow dries tears and sometimes muffles screams, too.
It's hard as fuck, sometimes, but at least I know that I grew.

Cuz some won't grow & just repeat the cycle,
Pushing buttons til she finally goes psycho.
& then they wonder why they all end up in psych wards.
Am I hitting close to home, yet???
....are you listening to my words?

Exclude people from your life, who always bring you down.
Life's hard as it is, don't need negativity around.
The people talking shit are, always, losers of the crowd.
Keep 'em & they wont stop til they see you falling down.
All I can do is keep my head up high...
All I can do is dry the tears from my eyes....
I refuse to be some bitch's free ride...
But for my girls, I have to continue this lonesome stride.

I've come to realize, this aint my life no more.
My life ended when I was asked to cut the cord.
& for them, I'll take the bullshit that's in store.
Mia, Adrina, and me, against the fucking world.
Dont give a fuck if I die alone, no more....
Dont give a fuck about self-denying hoes
Dont give a fuck about having "picture perfect homes"
so dont give a fuck about me...
...I said I stand alone...