Stressed Thoughts (unfinished project)

Man, I feel like I'm going out of my mind sometimes...
Am I alone, or don't we ALL doubt "reality" sometimes?
It's just really hard to accept sometimes,
That, ultimately, our ultimate achievement will be exchanging green paper for time.
I can't believe how more aren't outraged sometimes...
I hate it that I can't even speak my mind, sometimes...
'Cause what I think, makes people gawk half the time.
But I've been under pressure for so many times...
My mindset's set to block bullshit, full time,
So sorry if I just sit back and smile, at times,
It's just funny to continuously hear excuses sometimes..

-Grew up different, that I must confess...
"Excuses are the explanation of 'nothingness'"-

So, sorry if I ignore you while you address me.
My tolerance to bullshit ain't heavy
I'm hard... "Like a Rock" nigga... Chevy...
Control people without knowing, I'm like a levee

And TRUE, it's bad to be deceiptful..
Audit? hide the receipts, fool!
The way shit goes down just ain't cool
And everybody thinks that they're not a tool...
The majority only have high school educations
Think that's all you need to handle situations?!
Infant minds, open to manipulation...
Follow the agenda, sheeple, no speculations.

Survival of the fittest, and you're falling behind
History repeats, don't you see? Rewind..
Same mother fuckers controlling your mind
Are the same mother fuckers controlling through time.
People know the truth, yet choose to be quiet.
These the same people who hide during riots
and blog their emotions, and send out a site link.
No oppression wanted, but WHO WILL STAND UP AND FIGHT IT???

Trust me, I know, victory is sweet.
But in the face of war, can you stand the heat?
Blaze on that, my nigga, and take a seat.
When YOUR life's is at risk, will YOU compete?
Or will you sit back and watch other fight your fight?
When it'll matter, did you choose wrong or right?
Are you the one of billions brainwashed, or did you see the light?
It's kinda important on whose side you fight..